I kept looking over the fact that now we have the login using our emails and kept trying to do so with my username instead.
When it didnt work, i thought it was deleted but the weird thing (to me) was that i did get to reset my password.
I then foolishly created a second account (etacker2) but havent logged in yet.
By no means did i try to run a doubleaccount, it was purely a mistake for which i apologize.
Sorry mods