I’m more deep into watches (rep or gen search and lecture ) when I’m depressed, when ghost from the past (girls and job failure ) full my brain. Watches can shoo away bad thoughts. So when I’m not into watches mean that I’m more calm and relaxed. But if I will inherited a lot or expensive watches for sure I will be happy. easier if I inherited a lot of debts :-( I lot of inconsistency here I know .. If can be consolatory I’m annoyed about all in general (persons , girls, car , restorant etc etc ) I can’t found new incentive i don’t found anymore person to admire or at least to emulate . Maybe I’m only middle aged (50)