serious?
break your habits and get your family back. its not worth it! just for a GF (depends) not so important but family is different, i know because my parents were also divorced then married again just for me and my brother (but seems like they found themselves again, otherwise it would be weird)
i dont know you but i would ban myself from forums, buy a gen watch, but just one watch and wear it forever..at least you can pass it to your son
OR dont wear any watch, just forget it whole thing