HOLY CRAP!
I just saw this thread! Sorry to see you go. I'll be sending positive thoughts your way in the hopes that your situation improves. WHEN and I do hope WHEN you return, you'll definitely be welcomed back!
Until then amigo...Take care of yourself and your family!
P.S.
If by chance if you ever find your way in the DC-area, let me know...I'll have cold one waiting for you!