Sometimes this is the best way and it saves you a decade of lifetime I guess ...
And I have to say a lot of the things turned out to be not so bad:
1. ETZ, just forget it, no hope at all
2. Yuki told me to stay calm, also. maybe there is hope.
3. The dial is not send yet and will be send tomorrow
4. Gary send the crystal 2 days ago, he is getting better, but still in recovery...
so my mood is a bit better for the weekend...