Admin, you've just had a remarkably bad run of luck recently, under the circumstances you are holding up admirably.
I hope you just take a break from all of this and we see you back here again.
I've been on the rep forums for almost 3 years now and have had my share of hassles, but, I keep coming back, it's too entertaining.
Besides, you know they'll keep coming up with more Pams to buy, I bet you'll be back.