Sorry to hear this, but unfortunately it is not uncommon. I have worked in Behavioral Health for 20+ years and many people struggle with mental illness and go untreated/unhelped. It has improved, but there is still a negative stigma towards mental illness which I believe is a factor of why people do not seek help and even if they do are not supported in a way that increases positive outcomes. In general, people show empathy/compassion when someone suffers from cancer or heart disease, but much less so with mental illness. Even though both conditions are biological/genetic in nature. Sure environment and lifestyle are influencers but a majority of conditions are predominantly biological and inherited. Be nice if at some point in my life society's view of this changes...I do presentations/lectures all the time to increase awareness and reduce stigma, but we still have a long way to go.