"With life giving me nothing but challenges ( not too much happy moments), i think i may have arrived near the end."
This doesn't sound good. Do you have someone close by that you can talk with? Can we help? Please PM me if you would like to talk.
On the RWG homepage, scroll down to Repair/Modification Services, and look for Neckyzips Orologeria. Send him a message and he'll tell you where to ship the watch and how much it will cost. His work is great.